want begets need

Time. We spend so much of it thinking about our immediacies.

We what we want because we want it. We need it because we want it. We crave it because we don’t have it. When we get it, we’re happy, life is good.

Do we increase happiness? Do we maintain it? Does it replace other needs? Is it happiness, or is it distraction? Is it the high we get from fresh, from new, from the feeling of recent acquisitions?

Yet, some have less and some need less. And some have less than they need, and this struggle is very real back home. So much so, it makes me put things into perspective a lot of the time.

I still don’t know how to deal. I think figuring it out is what I so want, it’s now a need.